“You’re not getting away that easy.”
I couldn’t anyways.
You were strong
So it was easy to hold me down
And I didn’t have the will to fight.
You broke something inside of me.
You stole my dignity, my worth, peace of mind
And it has been hell trying to numb these feelings to get that back.
I don’t want this anymore.
I don’t want this experience.
I don’t want to feel these feelings.
I don’t want to wake up terrified and sweating in the middle of the night.
I don’t want to hear your voice every. single. day.
I don’t want to feel the weight of your body.
I don’t want to shudder under the hands of my lover.
I guess he was right.